*Dont just let ANYONE in your home!!!* doing my nails, Amazon delivery!!!
Nov 24, 2018
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everybody I hope you guys had a
fantastic shopping day that you guys
found some good deals and that you guys
had a wonderful Thanksgiving I did not
go anywhere this morning it is now going
320 is the first time I've picked up my
camera and actually starting to vlog I
started to clean this morning and I
started sweating really really bad so me
and my open up all the windows so pull
me down Ollie was at home and anyway so
I was cleaning and Ollie was gone so it
was just me and Maya and I was doing the
cleaning and I like all of a sudden
started like sweating really really
really bad and getting like really
lightheaded and I had to put my head
down on the counter because I was
falling so like like I feel like I was
literally gonna black out and I grabbed
the chair and sat down and drink some
water and my legs were shaking really
bad I just wasn't feeling good so I
thought the safest thing would be to sit
down and not do this my kids are being
loud anyways so I stopped cleaning cuz I
figured it would probably be unsafe to
be cleaning when I feel like I'm gonna
block out and nobody's there that would
be able to basically help me because
there's no way that Jeremiah would be
able to do anything other than grab my
phone and either call his dad or call my
own one you know so I went ahead and sat
down and had the fan on me and Jeremiah
was running around like grabbing my
water and turning the fan on me he was
like he was such a good help and then lo
and behold I didn't even realize but he
went in the living room and finished up
cleaning for me and he mopped the floor
I felt so I mean it just bless his heart
I love him so much he always helps
especially when the times are so needed
he just jumps up and
does it and I didn't even ask him to
help so I was so proud of him anyway so
I just took the rest of the morning down
until he came back and then now we're
running to a couple the grocery store
since we got to pick up a few items and
for our turkey dinner on Saturday and
then I think that's it I need to run by
Walgreens because I'm gonna do a set of
nails on myself and record it free guys
because I know a couple of you guys have
been like please do another nail
tutorial so I'm gonna work on that
tonight and get that up and going and
then other than that we're just chilling
out relaxing having fun it's been
another day with each other we want to
do so anyways I hope you guys are having
a fantastic Friday so far and a great
start to your guys's weekend I bet you a
lot of you guys have a four-day weekend
which is probably nice considering you
get to spend that time with family so
anyways I will check in with you guys in
a little bit just want to give you guys
a log date you know something that
happened today that was kind of
disturbing was so all he needed to leave
today
to go and run some errands and then he
also needed to go to prayer and this is
like yeah this is before I started
cleaning so this is before my little
episode of feeling like I was gonna
black out so all he had left and like
less than five and I'll say five minutes
later but I think it was even sooner
than that Maya comes in the room and
he's like mommy somebody's knocking on
the door well I was in my room because I
was trying to pick up some trash and so
I was like okay well Maya's really good
about you know he opens the door but we
have a safety screen on our front door
so like even though we open the front
door the safety screen is locked bolted
and locked so I'm always okay with him
opening the front door but you know he
always keeps the screen shot so I hear a
voice that says is your mom and dad here
or is your mom
is your mom or dad here that's it was
and so mine's like yeah hold on just a
minute so he came and got me he's like
mommy someone's out the door so I was
like ha okay so I go to the door and
it's these two men standing at the door
and he has like a bottle of dish soap in
his hand and he's like hi I'm so-and-so
and I'm going around door-to-door we're
trying to it was for Kirby supposedly
and I was like okay I was like you know
he's like can I come in and shampoo a
carpet for you or two rooms for you and
I was like you know I was like thank you
so much you know but my husband's not
here and you know we don't you know my
husband doesn't like you know people
coming into the house when you know he's
not home so you know I was like I'm
really sorry but no I'm gonna have to
pass you know I'm I'm sorry so then he
was like you know I said well unless you
want to come back later you know when my
husband's around I said maybe you can do
that I was like but otherwise you know
I'm really sorry
and he's like no no that's fine you know
I can come back that's fine but then he
starts wiping his feet and he's like
well can I at least come in and look at
your carpet to see what kind of carpet
blend it is and I was like oh again I'm
really sorry but I don't let people into
my house when my husband's not here and
he's like okay well I'll just come back
no problem and so like I watched them
walk away and this huge like Caravan
cargo van cargo van I think it is pulled
up and picked him up picked him in this
other guy up that were working for this
company and like the van has like no
windows or anything which okay I'm not
saying anything bad about them doing
that you know everybody has to make a
living and that's totally fine but in
this day and age it's almost
so dangerous to be in that job and the
reason why is because you're gonna
automatically have the rep that you're a
bad person because in this day and age
now you don't know if you open up your
door you don't know if that's the last
time you're gonna be opening your door
because you might be opening your door
to the wrong person especially a female
at home with her children that clearly
could not do anything to protect her
because they're babies you know all
three of them are and so anyways I was
just like I just I have this icky
feeling in my stomach and so I called
Ollie immediately after they left and
all he's like yeah thank you so much for
not you know opening the door and
letting them come in or anything which I
already know you know his safety comes
first and you know but it was just how
like prominent he was like oh I need to
come in and check the carpet and I'm
like yeah no two men mmm sorry first of
all I don't care if it was a man and a
woman but yeah not gonna happen
so anyways it was just really er I'm
easy for me I just felt kind of just
uneasy and so when we got leaving today
just a little bit ago I seen the van
going around still and I pointed out to
Ollie and all these young there's no
license plate or anything on that van
he's like no no he's like for sure I'm
glad you did not open that door and I'm
like yeah I was just really uneasy about
it I just don't know and right around
the holidays you know people scoping
houses out and stuff to see who they
want to break into and it's like no and
then to have my Amazon box being opened
before I got to it and they were in
front of my house when all of it was
being delivered so yeah anyways just you
know I just a a word of advice that you
know be so cautious when you're opening
the door to people that you don't know
because like I said in this day and age
you may be opening the door to the wrong
person at the wrong time and I would
never want any of you guys to ever get
hurt you know and you just can't trust
anybody these days so
yeah it was pretty disturbing to say the
least
I was hoping they would come back with
Polly there slowly because we have a do
not solicit 8 on our door and he gets
really adamant about people listening to
that so he would have been like do you
see the sign that says do not solicit 8
like why are you knocking on my door but
they were not there yet so we left and
we weren't sticking around but anyways
yeah so just word advice be careful and
cautious when you guys are opening the
door or having your children open the
door you know but I mean like I said
with Jeremiah it was fine because we
have our safety door so you know even
though we have the front door open still
nobody could ever get in through the
screen but it doesn't mean that it's
still not a dangerous thing to open the
door I got this in the mail and I forgot
to get out to you so anyways I just
wanted to fill you guys in with that
like
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Hey so I was gonna show you guys I got a
package from Amazon but look how my box
came you guys it was completely like
somebody opened it on my front porch so
I don't know
if they opened it to see what was in it
and seeing that it was like just my
shirts but can you believe that like it
is completely open that is the backside
though here's the front side and it's
completely intact but the bottom is
completely busted open like that is
really that's bothering me really bad I
know that there's what they call porch
pirates and I'm just hoping that they
didn't get something that you know I pay
for one of my shirt my shirt lay on my
shirt
by then my shirt and my husband oh no
this is oh no this is always scarf I was
like oh my god this scarf is not in here
scarf
no joking so here is his scarf which
I'll let him open it and then we'll I'll
show you and then here is my gray shirt
that I got that's just like the other
ones that I showed you the blue and the
pink one so I got a gray one a purple
one a red one and an orange one aren't
those pretty
so I now will have one two three four no
- yeah three four five so six colors and
levels and this is exactly the color I
was hoping it was gonna be I was afraid
it was gonna be a different color but no
it's exact color that I was hoping for
so anyways that is what it says so this
one's a light grey
this one is a deep purple which I love
that colorful this one is a red and it's
a real red it's it looks like an orange
II red but it's actually it's really
like real red and then we'll cuz I there
you can put the colors up each see and
then this one is orange and they're all
in a 3x but I love them they're so ah
comfortable I'm so happy I got them so
anyways I will show them to you as I
open them so you can see the full shirt
okay you guys I am just getting home to
come home change Omar oh yeah
you don't know what a suit yard smells
like be next to my son ah he had me and
his father both dry heaving out the
window a kid has got to get
potty-trained they are making more
efforts and I am really striving ly
working hard like now in the mornings
when we get up we start you know our day
taking off our pamper and going sit on
the toilet and we talk about why we sit
on the toilet and what we do so he's
getting more comfortable with it and I
think the first time he does it then
that you want fruit snack kids here go
sit down that once he initially does it
then I think it's gonna be like oh wow
you like okay I think I like this so and
he he clearly doesn't like wearing the
diapers so it's just a thing of him just
giving up the whole aspect I guess of
wearing a pamper and so yeah but we're
doing it and my goal is to definitely
have him potty-trained at least by the
first of the year cuz I would like to
have him potty trained by his fourth
birthday
yeah tell me about it I know I sound
horrible um I was gonna ask you guys do
any of you guys use the Yankee Yankee
Candles
they are always sending me like little
brochures but I've never I've never used
them but this has personalized candles
make the most of memorable gifts get up
to three candles freeze see inside for
details so got it in the mail today but
I've never I've never tried them before
I don't know if anybody has buy one item
get any item free Oh one two or three
free all classic jar and tumbler candles
by up to three candles get the same
number free all sizes over 80 fragrances
have to look into oh that you even have
three easy melt cups oh my gosh you guys
look at that I don't know if you guys
can see that but look I don't know if
you have to buy like a certain wama for
it be something to check out look at
that but they sent coupons so I'll give
him a look and see if I can find
anything I mean like I said I don't
never tried him but I've seen their
brochure multiple times so I figured I
would take a look at them but if any of
you guys use the Yankee Candles if you
could let me know how they smell
Phil that's what I was going to say not
not what I needed to say I definitely
don't know how to need to know how a hot
candle fills me and uh burning myself
for like the biggest fears of my life
then I come Amazon
I'm always so careful because I don't
want to snip whatever it is in the bag
which I already know what's in it but I
ordered another one of these on Amazon
same place I've I got this one but like
a week ago I lost this one I could not
find it nowhere and as you guys know I
mean I wear my black one a lot because
it goes with everything and when you
can't find the one thing that you have
to have it's like oh no so I got stuck
wearing like all these other
multi-coloured ones which was fine and
great and dandy but I like my black ones
so I just got another I'm not gonna open
it up right now but I just got another
flat and they're called his jabs so I
got another hijab to put in my drawer
just for a backup so if I ever run into
that situation again then we stopped and
got my pills
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yeah they gave me gave me the right ones
and then I got from Walgreens you guys
kind of seen guys yeah so I'm gonna sit
tonight and do my nails so I went ahead
and picked up this kit
it's the kiss complete salon acrylic kit
new bubble free I don't know what that
supposed to mean so 64 tip tips pointees
points especially hidden hands powder
won't trap air creating a flawless
finish
they have your builder you can you can
build which this this woman right here
ain't gonna be building I have I have
tips for a reason but yeah so I'm gonna
do that comes with all of that so I'm
gonna do those later on and we got me a
new emery board because I mine is so
shot like shot shot and then I got
another buffer neither one of those so
that's what I got from Walgreens
coupons or whatever so I thought that so
I'm gonna do that later and then other
than that that's it nothing special
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sounds like my kids are going in nights
don't know why all he's gonna go and
hang out with a friend for a little bit
so while he's doing that I'm gonna work
on my nails and watch a movie with the
kids so I said everything inside in a
minute
but okay so let's see this is the kit
that I bought tonight I can show you I'm
gonna show you guys upside in our
sideways sorry I don't want to move my
my shindig that I've got going on
holding my phone or it's gonna go flying
so this is the kit that I got it comes
with everything that you're gonna need
tips and all the file which I in rise it
comes with a file so I went and bought a
file because I needed a new file because
my files were like so bad so I went
ahead and picked up a couple of those I
do have uh these are the kiss brand tips
as well that are natural which natural
does come in this kit - I don't know
which one I'm gonna use just yet which
we'll see as the time goes but I
definitely wanted to bring you guys
along and show you guys how I do my
nails and that way then you guys could
go buy your own kits and do them and
watch me while I do mine how fun anyways
enough of all that comes in this kit
okay so like I said it comes in a kit
everything's pose only that you're
supposed to have that you need which
it's just your clear acrylic powder Oh
comes with a little monomer monomer dish
comes with kiss glue comes with the
acrylic liquid monitor ma ma Manor why
is it two different okay kiss Apple
fresh and then kiss maximum speed I
don't know
okay I honestly have no idea what this
is I'm gonna have to find out what that
is because I've never seen that actually
it's the first time I've ever seen it
and then here's your acrylic primer
which is what you put on your nails
before you start applying all it comes
with a cute little buffer it does come
with free like if you want to just do
them without tips but for me I am not in
the mood to do all that I can do them
but I don't feel like doing it tonight
okay oh oh how cool it's like a little
drawer that is awesome you countries
that is so cool
okay enough of all that comes with also
like I was saying filer comes with your
brush
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and the final product at the end of the
night
yes it's the evening as you guys just
seen I did my nails I think they turned
out pretty good for the most part I
didn't want color on him because we're
going into like December and it's kind
of like a wintery I guess so and I
really didn't want like blue or anything
like that not at least not for my first
set because your first set is always
your messiest set is how I felt so I
never like to do color on my first set
then on my second fill or when I'd go to
do my fill then it'll be fine I can do
just whatever color and stuff like that
but your first your first day is always
just a little on the side but I was able
to build and build my curve which I am
so happy about there's my other fingers
that way you can see a little bit of the
tip through but it's smooth I mean
there's no divots at all and I love the
sparkles the sparkles are gel so I did
gel overlay over the acrylic but I just
like them that way it's just kind of my
preference but I mean everybody is
different everybody like some however
they like them but this is just my
preference there none of them are the
same they're all a little bit on the
different shape side but who cares I was
doing them with my children round but I
hope that you guys were able to kind of
get a point of what I was
doing because I realized that the view
that I was doing wasn't very clear so I
apologize next time I do my fill I'll
make sure to be sitting in a position
where you guys can see it better because
I clearly noticed that after the fact I
was like oh no I don't think I was in a
clear enough position that you guys
could really see clearly what I was
doing so I promise next next roundabout
with my fill I will definitely do
whatever it's called a different angle
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and the next time I do my nails I don't
know where I don't know where my things
are but I'm gonna do my color stickers
so that will be kind of fun to do and
I'll show you guys those but that will
be when I get my fill done again like I
said I never like to do color the first
time around I like to do just plain
something you know just to kind of hide
a little bit of the flaws because your
first one you're building and you know
that fun stuff but anyways today ended
up being a really good day I did not
accomplish the Zippo when it comes to
cleaning um
due to what I told you guys earlier
happened to me with my blackout filly
and I just was not feeling the best
so I decided that it would probably be
smart to just hold off and wait until
I'm feeling a little bit better before I
go and start ramping G in my house so
not like my house is you know disgusting
it definitely needs to be clean but it's
not something that's a oh my gosh it's
gonna collapse from dirt and grime so I
figured that it would be safe to at
least you know I definitely didn't get
done everything I wanted to get done
this week but you know what what are we
gonna do you know
so I did get I did not get the kitchen
done I started I got the dishes unloaded
and reloaded and got the sink cleaned
out and then my husband decided to take
the turkey that we're making tomorrow
out last night and completely forgot to
put it in a bowl or something so when I
went in there to clean today and I don't
know that could have you even been what
caused it was there was turkey blood all
over my counter and I was just like oh
my gosh so I had to strip my entire
counter by the stove take everything off
disinfect everything make sure all the
blood is cleaned up clean my sink out
put a bowl in there put the turkey
inside the bowl and then finish cleaning
the counter I was just like so when he
came home I asked him like honey did you
forget to like up put the turkey in a
bowl and he's like oops I'm like yeah
mm-hmm tell me about it
so um I got that in the sink and then my
sweet son cleaned the rest of the house
but I didn't get like organizing the
count or the closets or anything like
that but you know what there's always
tomorrow you know and tomorrow Maya's
gonna go and hang with a friend for some
time so that's exciting he was really
excited he gets to go and hit some of
the sales sales
he's like mama can I have some money I'm
like really
are you serious now I'm like yes you can
I'm like you deserve it so he's gonna go
and shop around tomorrow I guess for
some stuff that he's wanting so I told
him go ahead have fun since they start
school back up on Monday and he didn't
get to go really anywhere this week like
fun so tomorrow he gets to go and hang
out with his buddy
and then I don't know what tomorrow I'm
gonna do I think well tomorrow it's not
supposed to rain here the last couple of
days it's been nasty here
I mean gnarly nasty
so I haven't wanted to take the babies
out because I don't want to get them
sick but tomorrow I think I seen on the
news that's pulled it's not supposed to
rain but I really have nowhere to go
tomorrow so we'll probably just stay
home tomorrow and maybe maybe then get
the closet done try and get that done I
guess what else I think that's it I just
I mean we really just hung around this
last couple of days and it's just been
nice like I have soaked up all this time
of just spending time with my family the
quality time Ollie went with a friend
for a little bit this afternoon or this
evening but um yeah it's been it's been
nice and so and then Sunday or no well
tomorrow's supposed to be mommy day so I
don't know if I'm gonna go anywhere
though I might head up a Dollar Tree
maybe I don't know we'll see we'll see
cuz I don't really have anything I have
some DIYs that I need to get video
taping so I will get that started and
that might be why I need to go to Dollar
Tree tomorrow I need to see what all I
have what I'm gonna build from and work
on that and then I'm gonna redo my entry
table in my entryway me and Ollie were
talking last night he's not much of a
person that likes change like he can
deal with his furniture staying the same
he can deal with pictures but are never
change but me on the other hand I like I
like change I like rearranging things I
like making things look different or
changing things around and making things
look new I mean that's just me so I told
him last night I was like honey I was
like do you think that we can start
decorating for the seasons and he's like
what are you talking about I'm like
well you know when winter comes we can
decorate for like snowmen and snow and
you know put snowflakes and make it
really fun and then when winter come or
spring comes then you know we do like
the spring look and he's like no like
that's hot I'm like come on I'm like why
do you not like change he's ago so he's
like okay here we go
well well we'll do this he goes how
about you have the entryway I'm like
okay that works that's what everybody
sees so I'm gonna so um but I told him I
definitely want to start kind of
rearrange my rearranging but rearranging
my decor in my house a little bit more
of the country Phil I still want to get
more into that I don't feel like I have
enough to make it feel so country I want
to strip down my blue hutch just like
everything that's inside of it and go
through it because I know that there's a
lot of stuff in there that my chickens
my little chickens have gotten ahold of
and broke of my roosters and so I want
to go through that and just throw those
things away there's no point in keeping
them and just go through stuff and just
try and reorganize it to make it look
more nicer and then get some stuff to
put in there that would be decorating
and then take down the top stuff and
clean it and dust them because they
probably have probably a foot of dust on
them because I haven't cleaned them
since they've been up there probably a
year and a half ago two years ago maybe
oopsie and then just you know slowly
start working towards getting stuff to
be able to decorate for my entryway
because I think that would be really fun
something to do and it just nice change
you know so I'm gonna do that so I might
go tomorrow depending on mummy day how
that is looking for me if I get to do
that tomorrow
then I will take advantage of that time
and go and do that and I think I was in
just may really do a whole whole lot we
just kind of relaxed which has been
wonderful but as you guys seen last
night I finally did start back my
exercising I am NOT doing it tonight
I'm just gonna do like you know give my
body a day break in between especially
with these blackout things I don't know
what's going on there and I don't want
to overdo it um but I definitely am
getting back into my exercising get my
heart pumping my blood flowing it really
felt really good my knee did hurt during
it um when I was doing my lunges whew my
name is were my knee was just killing me
but I was just like nope I don't care
how much it hurts it's only for a time
is it gonna hurt it's gonna stop so come
on so I pushed forth and you know I you
took a shower after I was done working
out seven I felt so like like I
accomplished so much you know and I
succeeded by being able to do that
workout and see my babies enjoying it
with me and Maya watching me live a nice
feeling to finally be able to get back
into my workout and so I'm hoping to at
least get three three to four days of
exercising and each each week is what
I'm hoping for I have no idea what my
scales gonna read for tomorrow because
you know I I have been very lenient with
my eating this week like very lenient
not been Jean or anything just not being
a little bit careless with my um calorie
counting so I don't know what triggered
me to kind of fall off the bandwagon a
little bit but mama don't have time for
that so I'm coming back on it because
there's just you know I really don't
have time I don't have time to be
messing up or messing around or making
excuses it just doesn't work like that
for me no thank you
no ma'am so I really don't know what the
scales gonna say tomorrow I'm really
kind of
tonight my family had tacos and I did
have a talk with salad but I was so
proud of myself because I ordered a taco
salad and a burrito and I didn't end up
eating the burrito I always like well if
you're full you're falling I'm like I'm
not full
I'm just perfect I could definitely
still eat the burrito but why if I'm
good why am I gonna eat it just because
it's there like I don't need all that so
I was really proud of myself for just
stopping with the taco salad
and that was it like I just I don't know
I'm really proud of myself and I can't
wait to get to the end of this year and
be able to say I successfully I've stuck
something out for such an amount of time
I mean we started July 11th was the day
I started my journey 498 pounds and as
of last week I was 433 pounds so yeah
we'll see we will see but no matter what
there's no going back and I told ollie
that last night I was like you know I've
come so far there's no going back I will
never want to ever be that again even
though I'm still 433 pounds or you know
was last Saturday and I have so much to
still lose just coming from where I was
to where I am today has made such a
difference I could only imagine what its
gonna be like when I continue to reach
my small goals and I remember at times I
would sit in the car and you know
because there was a moment in time where
Ollie went for a hike the Silver Falls
and I had to sit in the car I could not
go because there would be no way I could
have made it and I sat in the car and I
was like why do people think this is fun
like who finds hiking fun why would they
choose this type of a thing to do as fun
and now as I'm losing weight and I'm
starting to be able to carry my weight a
little bit better and walk a little bit
more it's like yeah now I can kind of
see why it would be fun because now
those are goals that I have is that I
would be able to go and you know hike
with my family and do those things that
you know I haven't been able to do some
of those things I haven't been able to
do forever so I'm so excited but anyways
I am gonna close my vlog you guys I hope
you guys enjoyed today I'm gonna go take
a shower
and get my kids ready for bed because it
is almost bedtime and I am have not
yawned once and I'm not going to now
anyways but I hope you guys had a
wonderful day today and that you guys
hit some good cells you will have to
make sure you fill me in with what all
you've guys have gotten until tomorrow I
will check in with you guys bright and
shiny in the morning I miss you guys and
I will talk to you later sweet dreams
you guys bye bye
